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[04 Nov 2004|07:45pm] [ mood | indifferent ] its really sad when you have to hold you tongue because the people you love will get pissed off and dislike you for it.. hurray for the people who say they are open-minded, but in fact are the most close-minded people i have ever met. to me its funny, ive chose to keep silent even when things i know to be false or i just really dont like are said.. and that is terrible.. i was going to say 50% of the people i know, are morons who are blind in the fact they cant see things for what the really are, and who usually just b s things to make themselves sound better, but ill up that number to oh say 89%. real sad. its sad when people dont take the time to think things through, when people act solely on here-say or what is thought to be "cool". i dont hate any of these people,and i dont even dislike most of them. i just wish they could step out-side the box of their own beliefs for just 5 minutes that would make people understand and i think that is where most people go wrong.they just dont understand. im sick of people trying to impress other people, and this is one that I, myself fall under.. if i didnt try to keep the peace by keeping my mouth shut , then i wouldnt care what anyone or even those who call themselves my friends thought of me. another i cant stand are people who act clueless,first and foremost your all almost grown-ups, your not still in that infantile stage so start acting like you have an f-ing clue. is it human nature to be malicious and unhappy enough to make others feel the same way? i sure as hell hope that ive just coincidently ran into some of these people and that all people arent that way. people should be grateful what they have, not pissed off about what they dont.and if they are unhappy with the situation dont make things worse, do something about it. make the most of it and get the f over it, quit bitchin and go on about your business. how come people always become something they hate and they are blind to it? there are so many things i could write, and no this is not directed at one person or even two. im not even mad at anyone, ive just been doing a lot of thinking and come to think of it... its been really nice here lately, i havent fought with anyone, its been practically drama-less in my everyday life and i think thats is partly because ive overcome a big step in that, ive realized that holding you tongue and letting people say whatever they want to, to me not affect me, then that seems to have made me a stronger person and definitely a happier person as well.. i would say i love you all , but honestly i dont know who all is gonna read this so ill just say i like you all alright. and love some of you even more than you know. 3 comment

sleeping pill -taking effect, not another sleepless night [12 Aug 2004|10:26pm] [ mood | tired ] Lack of updates due to school..f-school..honestly though its not that bad, just 1 period blows.. nothing really has happened lately.. i ve been having a real good week and whatnot hope things stay the way they are... my horoscope says : Your specialty is friendship -- but you'll want to be a bit closer than that now. Someone is fixing to steal your heart. Are you ready to let it be stolen? uh oh... lol its been real weird like that lately.. oh well ...hmm lets see ive been extremely tired from school, and i miss seeing derek and shawn everyday.. but the weekend is almost here.. Thank God, Jesus, AND Baby Jesus.. i've met some really cool people at school already which is a good thing, cause you can never have too many friends right.. ive been having troubles falling asleep here lately at night.. like i can fall asleep like nobody's business any other time... but when i go to bed, i just toss and turn and think about the most random, stupid b-s. so i took a sleeping pill like 45 mins ago, and whoo its starting to work.... bre and i are gonna be on the Golf team at school.. for 3 reasons. 1. it looks good when you have played a sport on college applications, 2. my physics teacher coaches it and shes real cool, and 3. its not very phyically demanding.... oh and one more.. I wont be the only white girl on the team, and i suck REAL bad, but no one cares.... i just want to say that i love everyone ( ok i lied not everyone but you know what i mean).. thats all .. thanks for the new layout derek (obviously you lied and havent done it yet.. im done... ok just kidding ) 2 comment

good times, good times [01 Aug 2004|02:56am] [ mood | chipper ] "Somethings about to change cause I can feel it in my heart today." >the rocket summer.. makes me happy Everything has been going soo good... the past week or so has been great.. like i've been getting along with my friends better, even if they have arguments i try to not get into it.. and everything seems to be going good... i've been getting along with my mom good, like we can talk about politics ( BLAH lol) but we just talk we dont argue and its cool... she thinks im secretely seeing donald lol , the sad thing is i only get to see him like once every couple months at shows or something... but its cool.. my sister and her mexican companion moved into an apartment.. which is good for them...john is here with kara.. i dont think he knows how to take me... cause im a real big joker, and he hasnt catched on yet... id like to get to know him though, everyone seems to think hes a cool guy, so we'll see how that goes... derek is hilarious as usual and ive been hanging out with him and shawn a lot lately.. it makes me happy.. i love them to death.. and the monkey really does dip and occasionally smokes... and tips the bottle back every now and again...remember that sick old man in hell boy, and cops.. sheesh some of the funniest things ive ever seen have happened in the past week its great.. i love it.. oh and i finally got a hat to tame down my mullet some :) YEEEESSS! well i just want to say a few things to some people: Bre: you're finally gettin a little quicker with the jokes .. keep it up John: don't hate me cause i lie.. cause really they are only little fibs, not to be taken seriously Derek: oh my.... you are the second funniest person .. next to me..haha jk you top the list.. and you're like the retarded brother that im glad is not related to me Kara: wow man you are sooo alright.. thanks for the cuddles..;) Andrew: thanks for the cd's, keep it real in Indiana tiffany for Fl: i miss you, odd as that is cause we didnt really chat much while you were up....but you definitely need to come here really soon shawn: eh you're a little too mexi for me.you're just right .jk i think you top the list of great people i know.. you're amazing You all get an A.... YYYYEESSSS! 6 comment

[17 Jul 2004|04:09pm] [ mood | sick ] omg.. i have the plague... i woke up my throat is closed.. im so hot im about to combust..i slept for 12 hours... and all i ever wanted was to go ice skating.. i might go even if im sick just cause its gonna be so funny... and last night i was just having a bad night.. i guess that and the fact i was getting sick , and stuff made me think about everything that was going wrong.. well thanks guys for being there and stuff.. im gonna go get better.. 3 comment

last night i leveled with the angles [17 Jul 2004|03:50am] [ mood | depressed ] Ok lets take a look at things right now.. some of my closest friends are becoming everything they hate, and they cant even see it.. boy that bothers me.. most of my friends are changing.. and well quite frankly i liked it better before.. but what can you do right.. now you cant say one thing without offending someone.. i really just want to move away and never come back, but thats not going to happen unless i get kidnapped... oooOOoo thats an idea... anyways... ive just really been thinking that why do i even bother..i wanna just start with a list and say to all the people the things they need to hear .but i dont because i think it would be taken the wrong way and blown greatly out of proportion. ...but personally, that would take my friend count to about .. 2 ... thanks guys. you're the best lol... i feel like.. everything i do is wrong.. someones always unhappy..ok let me tackle my frustrations one at a time.. first.. im sick of everyone saying ok heres the problem lets fix it. then the next day the same thing happens again.. im begining to come to the conclusion that most of society is deaf and/or just cant try to listen and make things better.. .. honestly though... i think i have some problems that i just keep putting off and putting off and its bothering me.. im generally a pretty mellow/happy person.. but, im so baffled...another thing is that everyone is falling into serious relationships all at once..Its really weird cause now im hmmm this kinda sucks.. sometimes i wish i thought differently about certain things, because then i'd be like everyone else... just a little more normal.. i swear there is something wrong with me.. i tend to see the downside to all good things...its like every little things someone does can get under my skin soo bad that i just wanna be like what the ..... blah blah....but i bite my tongue cause i think it will make other people happy..... i wonder sometimes if i would be happier someplace else.. but then i think of all the good things i have here.. i do love my family and friends down here SOOOOOO much and thats why it sucks so bad to think that im losing some of my friends.. i wanna take each person set them down and shake them .. and spill EVERYTHING ive been thinking, but i really really really dont want it to be taken the wrong way, and id probably be at a loss for words when the time came anyways..sheesh.. im just unhappy with a lot of little things right now.. something i need to work on i suppose.. sorry to depress you kind young folks for listening to me ramble... and i dont want anything.. like oh youll be fine blah blah cause im not dumb i know this isnt the end of the world or anything .. i just think it just needed to be said... 5 comment

daddy punishes mommy for her mistakes [17 Jul 2004|03:47am] [ mood | dirty ] This is a little ditty by a great guy named Stephen Lynch.. i thought it summed up the daddy jokes pretty well.. Hush little girl sweet baby don't cry, tonight Daddy is here and he'll sing you a soft lullabye, tonight Why can't it all be like it was before How can I explain why mommys not here, anymore Because daddy likes porno and $10 whores Daddy gets wasted and robs liquor stores Daddy likes rubbing against little boys on the bus i think thats why your mommy left us mommy left us... hush little girl, there is no reason to fret, not tonight don't mind the smoke, daddy just wants to forget (exhales deeply) tonight soon it will all be like it was before any minute she will walk through that front door... but daddy plays poker and drinks lots of beer then he wants sex that invloves mommy's rear daddy has sores on his naughty parts oozing with puss I think thats why your mommy left us Please don't cry, i swear i'll try, to be here by your side Right after daddy gets home from the bar visits his booky, and steals a new car he'll drive to the strip club and if daddy plays his cards right, he'll bring home your new mommy tonight, li de di, li de di... 1 comment

chupacabre..not chucachibra [13 Jul 2004|03:12am] i need to learn how to do more stuff with this, derek, we are gonna have to have creative lj 101 sometime soon k :) well im gonna fiddle with this to see if i can make it a little more pleasant to gaze upon 3 comment

rhode island [09 Jul 2004|03:17am] whoo- really just wanted to type that, nothing special... ~ the working title = excellent ~ the rocket summer = happiest moments of my life ~ ooOoo = scary movies ~ bad day= terrible lj post ( but thanks for cheering me up everyone :) ) ~ in rhode island = well i think we all know ~ dirty hair = great look , terrible itching ~ clean hair = fluffy, yet oooOOOooo that smell :) well thats all with the nonsense, oh and i heard derek drew in my little notebook, dont you have enought sheets in your own, you had to go and waste mine, terribly upset... well im done writing in my gurnal dont you mean journal yeah whatever 6 comment

[06 Jul 2004|02:29am] [ mood | aggravated ] its great to have friends who only want to be your friend when somebody more "entertaining" isn't around. its great to be alone, when all you need is somebody. you never really know how much you miss something until you 1,000 miles away from it. is there a right day one person to do everything wrong. ok im done, people make me soo mad sometimes. Grr... well it helps to jot it down in here.. gets it out of my system.. 5 comment

Failure by Design [15 Jun 2004|06:27pm] The past few days have been interesting, and very different than what im used to. Amanda and I decided to go swimming; well we go to the park and decided that there were too many people there, and that we would go to “Bone-Hole”. We get there and wade in a cesspool of a section in the river; it was so nasty I just about died. After getting in waist deep we figured we’d go swimming some other time. On our way home to shower we stopped at Sherea’s to see what she was up to. She had a basketball game like an hour away so Amanda and I flew home to shower and went to the game. Later after we got home Matt called and said to come over, we get over there and there are some people there that I haven’t seen in a really long time. Matt and Jake wrestled me and took my shoes. I was like guys just give them back. When Jake gave me my shoe back the a-hole put toothpaste in it. I could’ve killed him. We left and went to Amanda’s and stayed the night there. Rented a terrible movie that I won’t even mention. Chelsea and I sat around till like 5am and the I came home around 7 and left with my mom and grandma to go find some of my sisters things. Now I’m bored and waiting for Amanda to get here so we can go to her house and do something or other, probably rent a horrible movie. Oh and thank God Chelsea is back and has saved me from my music crisis. Heaven Sent. Well I’m gonna go eat my potatoes. Hope you are all well and sorry I bored you. ~Whittney~ 1 comment

IN MIZZO [12 Jun 2004|04:40pm] [ mood | happy ] The past week has been great I’ve been spending an incredible amount of time with all my friends. I mean we’ve been together every moment. We had an amazing time let’s see I think it was like Wednesday. Bre, Kara, Shawn, and I went to Ortega to this little park area and played “Pop Smarts” and ate Taco Bell. It was terrific. We came home and everyone just hung out and Shawn and I stayed up till the next morning. Man, it sucks not having Shawn’s little Mexican butt around, I’m getting accustom to it and now I’m having withdrawls. The drive up here wasn’t to bad, except for the night we stopped, since I had slept all day I wasn’t tired, and my mom had to urinate constantly. Oh and the one time I had to pee, I feel asleep, they stopped, didn’t bother to wake me up, so like 5 minutes after we got back on the road I woke up and was like I have to pee, my dad was like why didn’t you go back there and I was like because I’m not psychic. He stopped shortly after though. So we get here I shower and the my mom and I go to my grandma (Nan’s) house and it was nice to see here and I had a good time except I dropped my lip stud in the chair and it took me a couple hours to find it. All in all it was good, my grandma is one crazy lady. Today I woke up at 9 o’clock! I came home showered and went back to sleep till like one or so, then Amanda called and said that her, Sherea, and Elisha were going to El Tapiteos ( some Mexican place)and I rode along. The only bad things are the lack of food that doesn’t contain dairy and the music. I am about to fall over and convulse because I don’t have any thing good or even decent to listen to. Tonight I don’t know what are plans are. I miss everyone (not that any of you guys will read this. lol) and I missed the Rocket Summer show up here, it was last night. Oh well I’ll live. I do have Internet here, but no messengers lol I have to install them I guess. I suppose I should wrap this up. Don’t have too much fun while I’m gone. Oh Kara, The Catcher in the Rye is a GREAT book; I’m almost done with it. If you want to call me the number is (573) 358-5420. I’m going to try to call you soon. Leave me a post and Kara keep checking you inbox on smarter child. I’ll leave you messages on there. Well have fun and take care. Chin Taps for everyone. 3 comment

[26 May 2004|11:18pm] [ mood | eh ] Can i not dislike people. Oh thats right i cant. All people with the exception of a few get under my skin. I can not wait to go to missouri. Its going to be nice to change out of this everyday thing i do. I was begining to think that it was everyone around me who was irritating me, now i think its just me irritating me, bc i dont do anything about the stuff thats bothering me. Now now kiddies, im not trying to depress anyone, I sure would hate for anyone else to be upset. jk i keep telling myself not to give a care what other people say or think , but i keep letting it get to me. Ill never win, if i say i dont wanna be around somebody they get offended, if we're fine and everythings ok , someone else gets offended, then stuff gets on my nerves and i want to go back to the way things were. Oh well my mom said i could dye my hair, and everyones like eww that will look bad, and you know what im going to say screw it and im going to do what i want.. Now that i vented im good, and im sure things will pass over and it'll all be fine...im going to listen to some music, think about things.. 1 comment

[23 May 2004|12:16pm] Alright let's see, my mom painted our living room bright baby blue, we went to see E.T. the other day at the beach and it was great to be with everybody. School's out now , thank God. I should be going to Mizzo in a few days, I can't wait. but Im going to miss everyone here. I started this new "Raw Diet" what a great idea, dont eat anything cooked. Every Time I Die and Evergreen Terrace is Wednesday. I can't wait. Then Friday is Midtown and The Working Title. Yeah thats about it. 1 comment

STARTING OVER [11 May 2004|11:18pm] [ mood | amused ] alright well lets just say BILL NYE IS DEAD!! whether you want to believe it or not he's gone, but he is still the only scientist in my eyes.....and that im not going to use proper puctuation cause its ridiculous and im far too lazy for all that i cant believe im actually writing in this thing, finally i have a layout i like, so ill write in it.....todays events... nothing happened, i did my english final and all was well, at lunch kyle and i talked jana (fancy girl) into going to a show and hardcore dancing, funniest image EVER.... went to grandma hays house and ate pizza and fixed this thing..yay.. then I LISTENED TO THE FUNNIEST THING EVER!!! honestly if this is serious i would die... its the worst, and i mean it worst thing ever... but i about died whilst hearing it http://www.beddestroyers.com/mp3s/BDdang.mp3 copy that immediately and listen to it.. omg, you dont even know what you're in for... well i think its my bed time ill see you all soon. oh throwdown tomorrow, to go or not to go, maybe ill see a fight ooOOoo...night 1 comment

Finally Another Entry... [19 Jan 2004|01:39am] [ mood | dorky ] Ok where to start... well dates arent regeristering... so ill just start off with some good things thatve happened to me since the last entry.. sound good? ok well  here goes nothing... THE GOOD- Spitalfield...Great show except for Katie.. but shes on the bad list.. Final Destination 2... Great gore movie.. gotta love the blood Jeopardy... Who doesnt love it.. I mean its great. I suck at it badly. My cover...Covey makes me happy. Its that nice soft material. Publix Tea... If it werent for P. Tea Id be terrible dehydrated. Dinner... My moms dinners are terrific, but brown gravy isnt vegetarian :(. Tiffany... My sister is here and thats overall good. Strangers with Candy... Yeah Jerri is my idol.. ok not really eww. The Labrynith... Oh my David's Bowie.. enough said Blockbuster Guy...He might be married, grey headed, but hes cute says kara. Failure To Reason...A+ show. Happy Bday Don. Brandon is nice. Mark O'Quinn... Yeah we saw him at the beach..He's so dreamy. Lip Piercing... MOM AGREED... yeah thats a shocker. YES! Ok that all the good things.. and well the bad list is slightly longer.. so yeah just deal with it.. and if you dont like it.. well then youd probably be better just jumping off the face of the Earth..I mean who would notice right.. maybe your mom.. well probably not. so go ahead and jump.that was a joke.. THE BAD Cat... Yeah my cat boobs died. Computer... Yeah as unrealistic as it may seem my comp blows. Katie... Can you say well we wont comment on her and her ways.. Center of Attention People... I think i've said enough on this. Brown Gravy...Yep thats right BEEF FAT  STOCK.im screwed. Bad Habits...If 1 more person does something to annoy me, ill die. Mom's Syrgery... Yeah on my B-day, and i'm scared. Relationships...Bad ,if u have one, it wont last.& if u dont-lonliness. Jobless... Im a slacker with no money, and no place is hiring. Camp... Kara and Bre went to camp.. I fell into depression. Ryan's Infamous Guitarr...Cut and Dry.He is HORRIBLE well not him just the SOAD bull. Fancy People...Need a day off. Well really they need burned. Nose Piercing... Sorry Bre.. I NEVER WANT ONE. BAD Live Journal... Its killing me... I dont know what im doing. Cam... Once upon 5 neck rolls. I think he's lost weight though. Devil Pimple... You guessed it. Its graced my face for like a month. Sheeps Brain... Vegetarian dissecting a sheeps brain.. Not Kosher. Weather... I hate the weather in general.. A few other important things i care dearly about... I changed my mind.. I dont have anything else to write about.. Whahappened? I dont think so. Im really gonna try to keep up with this devil more.. but im just too lazy.. and i dont feel like adding pics and what not so ill ask kara to do that later.. Oh my i just hit a button and it erased this all but found it .. sheesh that was close.. Have a WONDERFUL night/morning..     2 comment

umm yeah [07 Jan 2004|10:44pm] [ mood | cold ] ok what a cold suck day... not only has it been freezing, i have no job , and the neighborhood daycare like to let 4 year old black girls take out the trash unattended.. isnt that just lovely... i really have a lot to say but im just to cold to type write now.. sheesh.. oh yeah and doesnt it just seem like everyone's been like blah life sucks lately.. im mean personally i just wanna say shut up i dont care but then im like awww im sorry it will all work out in the end...jk that was harsh... guess im just bitter. :) gotta love that.. not having a job sucks, but im like its either Publix where my manager only wants to sleep with all the little girls, or Mr. Icecream enough said... or the STEAKHOUSE> mmm lets eat under the remains of dead dear.. real appealing right.. OH i have to give thanks to Kara ( my neighbor, friend, lover, and companion) for setting this up for me.. so thanks woman.. ok its bed time for bonzo...SHOOT we forgot to do our exercise... great, how am i supposed to lose weight if i keep up slackin like this .. well im out. comment

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Blah blah blah [06 Jan 2004|10:15pm] [ mood | silly ] this is my first entry. yay. the joy is overwhelming. i'll shall return after some journal worthy events take place. happy me. and i'm getting a job at mr. icecream. more later all u crackers. BTW kara wrote this and not whittney. i am her spokesperson. 1 comment

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